University Congregational Church
July 24, 2016
“Stories & Movies: Lily”
Ephesians 2:1-5, 10
You were dead through the trespasses and sins in which you once lived, following the course of this world, following the ruler of the power of the air, the spirit that is now at work among those who are disobedient. All of us once lived among them in the passions of our flesh, following the desires of flesh and senses, and we were by nature children of wrath, like everyone else. But God, who is rich in mercy, out of the great love with which he loved us even when we were dead through our trespasses, made us alive together with Christ—by grace you have been saved. For we are what he has made us, created in Christ Jesus for good works, which God prepared beforehand to be our way of life.
Once upon a time, long ago (so long ago, in fact, that the plants and the animals were only just beginning to know the grand, new world around them)—once upon a time, I say, three sisters lived at the southern edge of a northern forest, where the sun’s good light could shine on them from morning to evening, every day of their lives. It was a busy, abundant place to live: squirrels and birds and mice and grass, the handsome trees all dressed in green. And the sun beamed down and blessed them all.
Now, the three sisters were plants of various qualities. The oldest was named Bean Plant; the second, Marigold—and the youngest of all was Lily.
Bean Plant was plain. Her flowers in June were tiny purses, white and plain. But never mind her plainness, because this eldest sister, oh, how well she worked! She opened her leaves to catch the sunlight, as much of the sunlight as ever she could; and from the sun’s light she grew beans. By July there hung form her arms a hundred beans, sweet, green, and as long as sausages.
“Food,” said Bean Plant, proud of herself. “Someone who feeds the birds and the squirrels must be very important in the world, don’t you think?”
Marigold, on the other hand, was beautiful. She said, “Hum,” and “Oh, yes,” and “To be sure: I am such a knockout for prettiness.”
By August, Marigold had adorned herself in petals so golden and glorious that she surely outshined the sun, to whom she compared herself, often and favorably, proving her own importance upon the earth: for what is a world without beauty, after all?
Beautiful Marigold and busy Bean Plant both had good friends and fine reputations. They gave excellent parties. The grass and the leaves and the breezes danced with the one, while birds and squirrels came to a dinner prepared by the other. And everything about their lives in this fresh, new world would have been perfect—except for the presence of their little sister.
“Shut up! Shut up!” they said at least three times a day. “Lily, either shut up or go away. You embarrass us!”
For what did Lily have to offer the world? How was she important? This youngest sister had no blossom for beauty: just one green stem a little too thick, and flat green leaves a little too weak. Nor was there anything Lily produced; no, nothing the silly plant did—well, well—except to talk nonsense, which is why her sisters said, “Shut up! Shut up!” so much.
Unlovely Lily, she talked to the sun, whom she thought looked royal in his morning robes and his midday crown, whose evening dress so filled the sky with lavender, lilac, magenta, and mauve, that Lily could scarcely breathe.
Bean Plant said, “The sun doesn’t talk. It warms my arms to make my beans; but fire, Lily, fire never talked.”
Lily said, “Maybe no. But maybe so.”
Marigold said, “The sun doesn’t talk. It shines to show off pretty things; but lights, Lily, lights never talked.”
Lily said, “Maybe no. But maybe so.”
She never argued with her sisters. But neither did she stop talking to the sun.
July and August and September, every morning when he rose in the east, wearing his flaming robes and leaning on the edge of the earth, it seemed that his smile alone said, “GOOD.”
And right away, Lily said, “Morning!”
And so they said Good Morning together.
Every noon, when he looked down from the highest heaven and beamed his brightest blessing upon the earth, it seemed that his glory said, “GOOD.”
And Lily on earth cried, “Day!”
And so they said Good Day together.
And every evening after a wonderful day, when in orchid and perse and plum the sun knelt down upon the western horizon and stretched before he went to bed, he said softly, “GOOD.”
But then Lily never said, “Bye.” She didn’t like the word Good-bye, because by now she loved the sun who looked at her the whole day long, who gave her attention and warmth and conversation. She loved the sun, and she wondered if he loved her.
Therefore, every evening she said, “Night.”
And so they said Good Night together.
And Lily slept well till the morning returned. And the sun.
In October, when Bean Plant’s beans had dried to a fine crackle and Marigold’s blossom was the goldest it ever would be; in autumn, when the air was cool and work was over for a while, these two sisters threw their bestest, most busy, most glorious party of the year. The squirrels and the birds and the mice all came. Everyone talked about fur coats and feather hats, of acorns and hickory nuts and grass sees, of rich harvests and such abundance that the days could only get better and better.
The trees dressed in blazing colors.
The breezes danced with Marigold brisker and swifter than ever. They swung her beautiful bonnet around and around until she could almost have died for joy.
But just at sunset, just as the party was at its happiest, somebody started to cry.
Did I say cry? Oh, my, it was so much worse than that. Somebody started to bawl, to shriek and to boo-hoo so miserably that the party died right then and there. Everyone grew gloomy, and the two sisters were themselves embarrassed to death.
“Lily! Lily!” Marigold screamed. “Why are you crying?”
“Because of the sun,” poor Lily said.
“The sun?” Bean Plant snapped. “The sun, Lily? What about the sun?”
Lily whispered through her sobs, “He’s dying.”
“WHAT?” the sisters howled together. “THE SUN IS FIRE! THE SUN IS LIGHT! FIRE AND LIGHT ARE NOT ALIVE, AND SO THEY CANNOT DIE!”
But Lily whispered, “Look how late he gets up in the morning.”
The squirrels nodded. The squirrels agreed.
“And look how low he goes in the day.”
The birds that flew admitted that this was true.
“And look there,” Lily pointed to the tired sun upon the horizon. “Look how early he falls to bed in the evening, sooner and weaker and colder than ever. He’s dying.” Lily sobbed, very sure, very certain. “But he never yet did tell me,” she wept, “if he loves me.”
“LOVES YOU?” screamed the sisters. How stupid! How humiliating!
And “WAIT!” they cried. Their guests were beginning to leave. And the wind turned chilly. And the leaves were stiff and trembling. And, yes, yes, they all had been convinced by Lily—stupid, silly Lily!—that the sun was in decline.
“Wait,” called Bean Plant. “Don’t worry! Even if the sunfires go out, I have dried beans! I have food enough for a hundred days!”
And “Wait!” called Marigold. “It’s okay! Even if the sunlight goes out, I will shine my own golden light for you!”
But time—as it always does, no matter what we do—passed by.
The sun grew weaker and weaker.
Lily met him day after day, again and again and again. She listened to him as she had never listened to him before—and suddenly she realized that he had been saying another word besides the one word “GOOD.” In fact, he had been saying this other word all along, once a day, every day, the whole day through, but she hadn’t heard it until she began to listen with sadness and sorrow and yearning and the sharpest kind of loving. The word wasn’t “GOOD,” but it was a good word, a promise word, a word that made poor Lily very strong!
Finally, in grey November, a terrible, terribly new wind blew down from the north. This wind was as white as ice, as cruel as zero, and colder than the grave.
It tore all the leaves from the trees, leaving tree limbs bare and trembling, while the leaves themselves chattered and whispered: The killer! The killer is coming!
Now all the birds took to their wings, to fly south as fast as they could go.
“We cannot stay,” they cried to the sisters. “The winds say the killer is coming, and no one is safe. For he kills,” cried the birds in the terrible wind, “by kissing!”
Skinny Bean Plant burst into tears.
“Not fair!” she wailed. “All my life I’ve worked so hard. I’ve done what I should, and I have been good! I don’t deserve to die!”
Right away Lily called to her and said, “Bean Plant, don’t worry! All will be right in the end! The sun has given me one more word. He said …”
Bean Plant was crying, “I want to live! I don’t want to—“ when suddenly her voice was cut off and she was left silent, standing on one foot, quivering in the midst of a cold filed, because the murderer had come. Winter had kissed her his cold and mortal kiss.
So Marigold started the screech: “She was plain, but I’m so beautiful! I’m a treasure, more golden than gold! What would the world do without me if I died?”
Lily called, “Marigold, it’s okay! Dying’s not so bad. The sun, he has spoken the most powerful word …”
But Marigold was bending her head and burying it under the ground; she was whimpering, “I’m too pretty to—“ when the cold kiss of winter came even through the earth and turned her golden petals brown and down and dead.
Now, then Lily—the youngest sister of all—was angry!
“I hate you!” she screamed straight into the wind, straight into the teeth of winter. “I hate you for killing my sisters, my goodness, my beauty!”
Oh, Lily was strong now and free, and this is the truth: she was not afraid. She was braver than the daylight.
“I hate you, I have you, I hate you for killing the sun, the shining daybright sun! Any time you want to, you old curse, old winter, just come and kiss me, and see if I care!”
Well, and winter did just that.
Winter came and kissed her, too.
But Lily did not complain.
And Lily did not cry.
For she had heard the yet more perfect word. Quietly she lay down, and quietly she died.
But this is not the end of the story. It doesn’t end with dying. Because winter is not forever.
When the murderer had done all that he could do, when winter itself, like time, passed by… then, in the fresh spring and in the sweet breezes, at the southern edge of a northern forest, there stood a flower strong and tall, with a blossom as purely white as the first light of the world.
Lily. The child herself. Alive.
And trembling within the rim of her blossom was a single drop of water.
Now, somebody might say that this water was dewdrop, which would be the natural thing to say. But it would be wrong.
I’ll tell you the truth: it wasn’t the dew at all, not the dew of the morning nor of the evening either. Rather, it was a teardrop of perfect gladness.
For this is the word that Lily had heard all summer long before: Again. With every new day, Again. As today, so tomorrow: I will come again.
And, true to his word, the sun had come.
The sun had warmed the cold, cold earth.
The sun had come and kissed dead Lily lying underneath the earth. This is how he roused her. And this is how he said to hear, I love you, child. I do, and I have always, and I will always, love you.
And who could resist such loving without a tear?
And I know this for a fact: not you, either. Neither could you.
“Lily” is written and copyrighted by Walter Wangerin, Jr.